A little scared...

So, I’m a little scared. And I’m not known to be a scaredy cat about much. But I’m feeling pretty yucky right now.

What am I scared of exactly? That I can’t get myself to do enough training to be ready for this adventure. I’m not sure why I’m finding this to be such a problem, but it really is.

I know if I just get into a routine, it will work out. But, that is so much easier said than done. My job is a bit unpredictable. That makes it hard to plan to meet a trainer at a specific time on a specific day. Really, the only time I can truly guarentee that I get to the gym is first thing in the morning. BUT…I really have a hard time getting up early enough to work out and get to the office on time. How do people do it?

I know. I know. Get to bed earlier. Make an appointment with yourself. Blah, blah, blah. It just doesn’t seem to be happening.

Okay, that was a fun pity-party. All I can do is do better. Tomorrow is a new day. I need to pick smaller goals and have a few rewards built in. I can do it. Yes, I can.